I wouldn't give up on the idea of building it yourself. The Bottlehead instructions are exceptionally clear, and there is a large and extremely helpful community here that is always willing and able to provide assistance if anything does go wrong.
One of the great things about a Bottlehead kit is that you can't really "break" it. If you make a mistake, the worst than can happen if you fry a component that costs a dollar or two. Bottlehead can send you a replacement, but it's not as though the whole kit is going to explode in your face.
More importantly, however, building an amp will be a deeply satisfying experience that will enhance your appreciate of music. I had never built ANYTHING before I tackled my first Bottlehead kit, and I've already managed to get two kits assembled and working without any problems whatsoever. Lest you think I'm some sort of engineer, I'm a corporate lawyer with two left thumbs. If I can do it, you can do it. Moreover, it is so much fun, I have two more Bottlehead kits waiting to be assembled!
Best regards,
Adam